Coping With Grief

I had to put this post on, my Terry worked for the London Undergound for 40 years. He took redundancy and his pension at 55 (2011), which thankfully paid off our mortgage. Then we had 7 years of, lots of… Continue Reading →

It’s been a funny day today, I felt so tied and drained. Not got out of my pyjamas today, been back to bed got up binged on telly. Then tonight I got really sad angry and feel really selfish. I… Continue Reading →

I love my dad, I know he wasn’t around much when we were young and did bad things but then who hasn’t at some stage of their life. I know I have. My dad as been a rock to me… Continue Reading →

Woke up this morning and knew it was a bad day. It’s mad I knew as soon as I opened my eyes. I was so tearful, then the phone rung and it was my niece Kristi, she was coming up… Continue Reading →

14th year visiting this place with and sister and Sharon Preston. We were meant to you last year but Trudy and Sharon cancelled.Terry was so ill and they wouldn’t go without me, so Butlins kindly let them move it forward… Continue Reading →

Look at the date 15th September 2019 – I moved to Canvey Island on the 15th September 2016 with Terry and left 3 years to the day later without Terry. Still can’t get my head around him not being here… Continue Reading →

I booked a weekend in Clacton-On-Sea, myself and my sister went on Friday night. We had a lovely meal in Frinton-On-Sea and a good old chat about everything and everyone, we had a few tears but it was a lovely… Continue Reading →

OMG I don’t know what happened to me last week. I must have cried for three quarters of it. There is just no stopping the tears, when they come. But the worst was the weekend, I went to my sister’s… Continue Reading →

I have had a tearful week, i was laying in bed in the middle of the night and realised its eight months today since I lost Terry. Maybe that is why I have been so bad this week? Who knows?… Continue Reading →