Month December 2019

Samm, Aaron and Alfie came up for dinner and everything was good. They left and I went to bed around 11pm. I wasn’t in bed a few minutes and the tears started, I could not stop them and then the… Continue Reading →

Samm sent me this photo and said she had sat and cried. I know Terry passed just before last Christmas but it was a daze. This seems like our first Christmas without him. We loved him so much.

Last Friday i went to a Christmas Works party with the ladies i used to work in Canvey Island. Which wss very nice of them to invite me. But oh my good i had the worst anxiety and flashbacks. I… Continue Reading →

What a day and night, this time a year ago me and my sister had spent all day nursing Terry. He was so poorly bless him. Danny Lindsay & Samm came in the evening and Trudy went home. Terry just… Continue Reading →

Today I have no words, only memories and a broken heart 💔  

This day was not as bad as I thought it would be. I think I was so bad the day before, thinking about what Terry had been through that on the actual day I felt a strange kind of calm…. Continue Reading →

I know Terry had died just before Christmas last year, but it was all a daze. I really can’t remember much about it. Well the lead up to this Christmas was quite a bumpy ride, I was so emotional, my… Continue Reading →