Samm, Aaron and Alfie came up for dinner and everything was good. They left and I went to bed around 11pm.
I wasn’t in bed a few minutes and the tears started, I could not stop them and then the sobbing started. It went on for ages I was in a real state it’s a wonder the neighbours did not hear me. I finally calmed down and I sat in the armchair until 5am.
I was so angry at Terry for leaving me, I told him he has to help me, I am lost and don’t know what to do with my self.
The next morning I got a phone call from a lovely lady offering me a job, she had seen my CV online. I went for the interview and started this Monday, it’s now Friday 6.12.19 and I have had a stressful week, but job seems to be ok.
Looks like Terry heard me and once again came to my rescue.
It’s really strange every time I have a real breakdown, it’s silly really but it seems to me Terry helps me. I know his looking over me and still looking after me in his own way.