I dreamed  of Terry last night, but it was so real.

You know everyone as had one of those dreams where you wake up and can’t get it out of your mind, it’s as if it was real or really happened.

I dreamed that it was Terry’s birthday and he was upstairs in bed, and for some reason I took a photo album up to show him.

He sat up in bed, and opened it and he said “Trace what you doing to me” he closed the album and gave it back to me. I said “Sorry I didn’t mean to upset you” and he said “No I have all the memories I need inside me” then he turned and looked at me and said “I feel ok today” and I said “Thats good” and I leant over and he cuddled me, he held me really tight and kissed me, and then I woke up.

You know what I really thought he was with me, I though it was real.

I hope he is ok because I worry about him all the time.