It’s been a funny day today, I felt so tied and drained. Not got out of my pyjamas today, been back to bed got up binged on telly.

Then tonight I got really sad angry and feel really selfish.

I always thought I would grow old with Terry and I feel his left me alone, I miss everything about him, and never realised how much we spoke about everything. We did so much together 💏

How bad is that his gone way before his time and I am angry at him tonight. Just sometimes my heart just aches for him so much it over whelms me.

Sorry Tezza