Well here I am awake as usual.
Went to bed at 1am woke up at 3.40am and still awake now.
Guess what, all I think about is Terry and things we did together.
I remember the first time we met, I even remember what Terry was wearing. I remember every holiday we ever had, the places we went and the great times we had together.
It so lovely to have these memories but they take over my mind, and my life. It is hard to deal with the next day when you so tired and drained.
But there is nothing I can do about it. I wonder if I will ever have a normal nights sleep again??