Month November 2019

I went on holiday with Samm Aaron and Alfie for a week it was a lovely break, I relaxed, sunbathed & read 2 books. It was so relaxing and nice. Alfie will be 12 in January 2020 and every holiday… Continue Reading →

I have had a sad week, it started on Sunday when Samm, Aaron and Alfie came up. Alfie bless him got on the computer and opened up the video file with a lot of the videos of him with Terry…. Continue Reading →

We took my mum to the cinema to see Judy, the film about Judy Garland’s life. Excellent film. But at the end she sings Somewhere Over The Rainbow. I don’t know what hit me, but I just broke down. The… Continue Reading →

I have not had a good couple of weeks (Not as bad as I had at the beginning) but my thoughts are all about Terry. I went to see my friend on Canvey the other day and my anxiety was… Continue Reading →

Really dreading this Christmas feel like it’s the first one without Terry. I know last Christmas was the first, but that was all a blur, Terry had only been gone a few days. Will be glad when it’s all over.

I am getting bad anxiety and flash backs, can’t get Terry out of my mind. I am absolutely dreading Christmas. I have slept a lot this week of a day, and had quite a lot of tears. The 21st Terry… Continue Reading →