Month August 2019

Why did I watch this film, so say it stirred up my emotional feelings is a under statement. The tears won’t stop and that end song, the words felt like they were written for me. 🎶😩

Well here I am awake as usual. Went to bed at 1am woke up at 3.40am and still awake now. Guess what, all I think about is Terry and things we did together. I remember the first time we met,… Continue Reading →

Badly missing Terry today, just want to touch and talk to him. Actually feel physical longing for him.

I went out Saturday night for a meal with my friend Vi and daughter Samm. I was fine and then we started talking about Terry and I just started crying, but i stopped myself, and was ok. But it’s as… Continue Reading →

I have had a tearful week, i was laying in bed in the middle of the night and realised its eight months today since I lost Terry. Maybe that is why I have been so bad this week? Who knows?… Continue Reading →

OMG I don’t know what happened to me last week. I must have cried for three quarters of it. There is just no stopping the tears, when they come. But the worst was the weekend, I went to my sister’s… Continue Reading →