I went out Saturday night for a meal with my friend Vi and daughter Samm. I was fine and then we started talking about Terry and I just started crying, but i stopped myself, and was ok.
But it’s as if that triggered something in me, I was very tearful Sunday, and yesterday I cried to Samm and then Danny.
It’s as if I can feel a mood coming over me. I dreamed of Terry last night and then this morning I woke with him calling out my name. I sat bolt upright, I thought he was there. Now I can’t get him out of my thoughts.
I miss him so much.
