Look at the date 15th September 2019 – I moved to Canvey Island on the 15th September 2016 with Terry and left 3 years to the day later without Terry. Still can’t get my head around him not being here… Continue Reading →

14th year visiting this place with and sister and Sharon Higgins. We were meant to you last year but Trudy and Sharon cancelled.Terry was so ill and they wouldn’t go without me, so Butlins kindly let them move it forward… Continue Reading →

Woke up this morning and knew it was a bad day. It’s mad I knew as soon as I opened my eyes. I was so tearful, then the phone rung and it was my niece Kristi, she was coming up… Continue Reading →

I love my dad, I know he wasn’t around much when we were young and did bad things but then who hasn’t at some stage of their life. I know I have. My dad as been a rock to me… Continue Reading →

I had to put this post on, my Terry worked for the London Undergound for 40 years. He took redundancy and his pension at 55 (2011), which thankfully paid off our mortgage. Then we had 7 years of, lots of… Continue Reading →

I went on holiday with Samm Aaron and Alfie for a week it was a lovely break, I relaxed, sunbathed & read 2 books. It was so relaxing and nice. Alfie will be 12 in January 2020 and every holiday… Continue Reading →

I have had a sad week, it started on Sunday when Samm, Aaron and Alfie came up. Alfie bless him got on the computer and opened up the video file with a lot of the videos of him with Terry…. Continue Reading →

We took my mum to the cinema to see Judy, the film about Judy Garland’s life. Excellent film. But at the end she sings Somewhere Over The Rainbow. I don’t know what hit me, but I just broke down. The… Continue Reading →

I have not had a good couple of weeks (Not as bad as I had at the beginning) but my thoughts are all about Terry. I went to see my friend on Canvey the other day and my anxiety was… Continue Reading →

Really dreading this Christmas feel like it’s the first one without Terry. I know last Christmas was the first, but that was all a blur, Terry had only been gone a few days. Will be glad when it’s all over.