How I Cope (It's Not Easy)

Author Tracey

On the 21st December 2018, I lost my husband. He was diagnosed with Pancreatic Cancer on the 17th September 2018 and was gone forever 12 weeks later. My heart was broken and my life changed forever, I will never be the same person again.

Priory Park – Southend-On-Sea

We used to live in a Cottage backing on to this park, and Terry loved that place. My son and granddaughter visited Priory Park yesterday and Missie sent me some photo’s of places she used to play and climb. She… Continue Reading →

Always with me.

I woke up this morning and really wanted to talk to Terry. I wasn’t sad just desperate to talk to him. Anyway I said to him Tezza I need you today, I really need you around. When I left home… Continue Reading →

Terry’s Birthday

Today is Terry’s Birthday and I woke up had a little cry, then lit a candle for Terry. Today my niece Megan is having her Birthday Party which she has every year and her and Terry have had quite a… Continue Reading →

Megan’s Party

I went to Megan’s party and it was lovely. Bless Megan in the middle of our family madness, she stopped everyone and said a little speech for Terry. Bless her heart she is so thoughtful. I know Terry was watching,… Continue Reading →

My Son & Ex-Son-In Law

Danny & Aaron went to Benidorm for a boys weekend. They took time out to go and visit where we scattered some of Terry’s ashes. They got two Budweiser and had a drink for Terry. (Anyone who knew Terry, would… Continue Reading →

The Worst Weekend

Just when I think I am starting to feel better, it happens. Last Thursday I dreamed of Terry all night. We were just doing everyday things, having meals with people, laughing joking. When I woke up on Friday morning, that… Continue Reading →

Best Dream Ever

I was really tied last night and went to bed at about 9pm, that is so early for me. I woke up at 5am, couldn’t go back to sleep so watched some TV, don’t know why but I started thinking… Continue Reading →

Just Saying

2 Years.

Yesterday was 2 years since Terry passed. I have to say I am in a much better place, but still miss him so much. I still have the most vivid dreams about Terry and I wake up thinking his still… Continue Reading →

Losing Mum – Christmas Day

Christmas Day, we lost our mum to the Coronavirus Virus. We are all heartbroken, but myself, Trudy & Harry, did get to sit with her on Christmas morning.  We left the hospital and I drove 2 minutes down the road,… Continue Reading →

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