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Benidorm January 2020

I am in Benidorm with friends and today we went to where we scattered some of Terry’s ashes last April 2019. We had a lovely lunch then went up to the spot where his ashes were scattered, OMG it was… Continue Reading →

Feeling Worst Than Ever

People say after the first year you start to feel better, all the first’s are over. (First Christmas, First Birthday and on and on) This is so untrue for me, I feel worst then ever, yes I can hide it… Continue Reading →

People Move On

People and lives move on. When you first lose someone, everyone is mourning for that person. But after a while their lives go back to normal and I am not saying for one minute that they shouldn’t, or they will… Continue Reading →

Terry – Dreams

Not sure what is happening but the last couple of weeks, I am dreaming about Terry. The dreams are him being horrible to me, having a go at me for silly everyday things. I woke up the other morning with… Continue Reading →

Priory Park – Southend-On-Sea

We used to live in a Cottage backing on to this park, and Terry loved that place. My son and granddaughter visited Priory Park yesterday and Missie sent me some photo’s of places she used to play and climb. She… Continue Reading →

Always with me.

I woke up this morning and really wanted to talk to Terry. I wasn’t sad just desperate to talk to him. Anyway I said to him Tezza I need you today, I really need you around. When I left home… Continue Reading →

Terry’s Birthday

Today is Terry’s Birthday and I woke up had a little cry, then lit a candle for Terry. Today my niece Megan is having her Birthday Party which she has every year and her and Terry have had quite a… Continue Reading →

Megan’s Party

I went to Megan’s party and it was lovely. Bless Megan in the middle of our family madness, she stopped everyone and said a little speech for Terry. Bless her heart she is so thoughtful. I know Terry was watching,… Continue Reading →

My Son & Ex-Son-In Law

Danny & Aaron went to Benidorm for a boys weekend. They took time out to go and visit where we scattered some of Terry’s ashes. They got two Budweiser and had a drink for Terry. (Anyone who knew Terry, would… Continue Reading →

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