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Just when I think I am starting to feel better, it happens. Last Thursday I dreamed of Terry all night. We were just doing everyday things, having meals with people, laughing joking. When I woke up on Friday morning, that… Continue Reading →

I was really tied last night and went to bed at about 9pm, that is so early for me. I woke up at 5am, couldn’t go back to sleep so watched some TV, don’t know why but I started thinking… Continue Reading →

Yesterday was 2 years since Terry passed. I have to say I am in a much better place, but still miss him so much. I still have the most vivid dreams about Terry and I wake up thinking his still… Continue Reading →

Christmas Day, we lost our mum to the Coronavirus Virus. We are all heartbroken, but myself, Trudy & Harry, did get to sit with her on Christmas morning.  We left the hospital and I drove 2 minutes down the road,… Continue Reading →

My Samm was 37 yesterday, her cousin Megan did a lovely Birthday video for her, with family and friends talking about Samm, and lots of lovely photos. The last photo was of Samm and Terry OMG it just brought back… Continue Reading →

Not really sure what’s happened to me, I have been quite good the last few months. But the last three weeks have been horrendous, I having the worst panic attacks and anxiety attacks, I have ever had. I have no… Continue Reading →

It was Terry’s Birthday he would have been 66, it breaks my heart his not here anymore. We should have had so many more years together ❤ We had a family day out and remembered and spoke about Terry, .which… Continue Reading →

I don’t really know where to start, my nephew Charlie Preston and his friend Frankie Gater were murdered on the early hours of 24.10.21. Both only 16 years of age. We were with Charlie only 2 weeks before celebrating his… Continue Reading →

          Well it’s taken a while to write this one, on the 10th December 2021 we had Charlie’s Cremation. It was such a hard day for everyone especially his Mum & Dad. Charlie’s friends and Alfie… Continue Reading →