Author Tracey

What a day and night, this time a year ago me and my sister had spent all day nursing Terry. He was so poorly bless him. Danny Lindsay & Samm came in the evening and Trudy went home. Terry just… Continue Reading →

Today I have no words, only memories and a broken heart 💔  

This day was not as bad as I thought it would be. I think I was so bad the day before, thinking about what Terry had been through that on the actual day I felt a strange kind of calm…. Continue Reading →

I know Terry had died just before Christmas last year, but it was all a daze. I really can’t remember much about it. Well the lead up to this Christmas was quite a bumpy ride, I was so emotional, my… Continue Reading →

I am in Benidorm with friends and today we went to where we scattered some of Terry’s ashes last April 2019. We had a lovely lunch then went up to the spot where his ashes were scattered, OMG it was… Continue Reading →

People say after the first year you start to feel better, all the first’s are over. (First Christmas, First Birthday and on and on) This is so untrue for me, I feel worst then ever, yes I can hide it… Continue Reading →

People and lives move on. When you first lose someone, everyone is mourning for that person. But after a while their lives go back to normal and I am not saying for one minute that they shouldn’t, or they will… Continue Reading →

Not sure what is happening but the last couple of weeks, I am dreaming about Terry. The dreams are him being horrible to me, having a go at me for silly everyday things. I woke up the other morning with… Continue Reading →