Author Tracey

My Samm was 37 yesterday, her cousin Megan did a lovely Birthday video for her, with family and friends talking about Samm, and lots of lovely photos. The last photo was of Samm and Terry OMG it just brought back… Continue Reading →

Not really sure what’s happened to me, I have been quite good the last few months. But the last three weeks have been horrendous, I having the worst panic attacks and anxiety attacks, I have ever had. I have no… Continue Reading →

It was Terry’s Birthday he would have been 66, it breaks my heart his not here anymore. We should have had so many more years together ❤ We had a family day out and remembered and spoke about Terry, .which… Continue Reading →

I don’t really know where to start, my nephew Charlie Preston and his friend Frankie Gater were murdered on the early hours of 24.10.21. Both only 16 years of age. We were with Charlie only 2 weeks before celebrating his… Continue Reading →

          Well it’s taken a while to write this one, on the 10th December 2021 we had Charlie’s Cremation. It was such a hard day for everyone especially his Mum & Dad. Charlie’s friends and Alfie… Continue Reading →

3 Years ago I lost you. 3 Years of Heartache 3 Years of putting my life back together, without you 3 Years and still dreaming about you. I thought I would be fine today, but I wasn’t. I woke up… Continue Reading →

Well two more family members have gained their wings. Michael Jennings – My cousin who Terry really liked and we had some great times together back in the day. This Friday 29.07.22 we lost Martyn’s son Matthew in a fatal… Continue Reading →

Most days I am fine, but others “Wow”. I have no idea what cause’s anxiety and panic attacks to come on me the way they do, but it is awful. I am sitting in work typing away and bang, I… Continue Reading →

Four years ago yesterday I lost Terry, and I thought I was doing really well. Trudy and myself went to the cemetery to put flowers on our Mum &  Bob’s grave, and Carly’s Rose Bush. We made  mum’s grave look… Continue Reading →

Took me a while to write anything this time. R.I.P. Dad Dad went into hospital in 7th January 2023 and passed away on the 19.02.23. Dad went into hospital after a fall and slowly got worse, it turned out to… Continue Reading →