Author Tracey

I had not had a good week, but had been to work and be as normal as I could be. I woke up on the Thursday morning and knew I couldn’t go to work, I texted my boss Karen explaining… Continue Reading →

Thursday 14.6.19 I was in a really bad way this day, I was inconsolable. I was sitting on the sofa crying and cuddling Terry’s ash’s asking him to help me. Then the phone rang and it was the Estate Agent… Continue Reading →

I went to see a flat with Samm a couple of weeks ago and loved it. Went for second viewing  with Trudy & Mitchell, I put in an offer which was excepted. Now just got to wait for sale of… Continue Reading →

This was my fifth session and I only have one left to go. I can’t thank Debbie enough for her help and kindness. I know counselling is not for everyone but I have really opened up about my feelings and… Continue Reading →

Oh my god it’s been six months today, how can a one day stir up so much emotional turmoil. So much as happened to me since Terry has passed, I will never be the same person again. I feel like… Continue Reading →

My Samm called me to tell me that after football, her and Aaron took Alfie to my sisters. My brother was there and they all sat in the garden and somehow the conversation got on to Terry. Samm said everyone… Continue Reading →

I watched the last series of Game Of Thrones yesterday, I have held off because me and Terry loved that show and always watched  it together. After I finished watching it I just broke down in tears and cried and… Continue Reading →

I had a really bad week leading up to Terrys 64th Birthday, tears every day, couldn’t go a work on the Tuesday. Crying to my children really the norm for me these days. But Thursday did come and you know… Continue Reading →

I wasn’t going to go, because most years Megs and Terry always shared their party. They even had their 21st and 60th together. But off I go. I get there and walks in the garden and my sister says what… Continue Reading →

I dreamed  of Terry last night, but it was so real. You know everyone as had one of those dreams where you wake up and can’t get it out of your mind, it’s as if it was real or really… Continue Reading →