Oh my god it’s been six months today, how can a one day stir up so much emotional turmoil.

So much as happened to me since Terry has passed, I will never be the same person again.

I feel like I have been to hell and back, some days I can’t get though, but here I am, still standing.

I can honestly say I have cried every day at some point,  since we were told on the 17th September 2018 that Terry’s cancer was terminal – the day my world fell apart.

But as heartbroken as I am, I will get through it. I am sensible enough to know time heals grief, but not a broken heart.

  1. I will never forget or stop loving Terry but do know somehow I have to move on.