How I Cope (It's Not Easy)

Author Tracey

On the 21st December 2018, I lost my husband. He was diagnosed with Pancreatic Cancer on the 17th September 2018 and was gone forever 12 weeks later. My heart was broken and my life changed forever, I will never be the same person again.

February 2019 – Spain Alone

I went to see my  counsellor Debbie on the Wednesday and was in quite a bad way, really cried for the whole hour. I told Debbie that I nearly booked a weekend to Spain by myself a few times, but… Continue Reading →

Terry his thoughts as I saw them.

Listen I want to make it clear I am not making Terry out to be a saint or anything, he had his faults and I had mine (I know I had a lot more.) But I loved this man so… Continue Reading →

A Wave of Grief (Wednesday 15th May 2019)

I had counselling today with the wonderful Debbie, it wasn’t to bad, i had my normal cry told her all about going to Spain and scattering  Terry’s Ash’s with family and friends. We talked about how i know as heart… Continue Reading →

Crying and Falling – (Thursday 16th May 2019)

Woke up early drained from a really bad  night, I got ready for work. I was early so popped into my friend Denise’s house. She made me a coffee and I told her about the night I had been through;… Continue Reading →

Service Of Remembrance (Saturday 18th May 2018)

When i received the letter inviting me to the above I was in two minds weather to go, but because they were mentioning Terry’s name I just had to go. My friend Denise came and i must say it was… Continue Reading →

Croatia – Split 28.5.19 to 1.6.19

May 28th to 1st June 2019 I went away for a short break to Croatia (Split), i have never been there before, it is a beautiful place and Terry would have loved it.  I had a lovely time with only… Continue Reading →

Bad Couple Of Days

I have had a rough couple of days don’t know what triggers it or why? I went out for dinner on Sunday with my daughter Samm and she asked how I was? I told her I felt better but it… Continue Reading →

Wednesday 5.6.19 – Exercise Class

I went  to Samm;s and we viewed a flat then picked Alfie up from school. Alfie brought me a doughnut and gave me a bottle of water for the journey home. He is such a funny little boy, but very… Continue Reading →

Thursday 6.6.19 – Care & Share

Yvette a lovely young lady who does my nails, told me about this group. It is help every first Thursday in the month and is all women who have lost someone. Once again i was not going to go but… Continue Reading →

Friends House & Angels – Friday 7.6.19

My friend Sharon who i work with invited me to her house for drinks, two other ladies from my work were going Jane & Megan. I went along and their were five other ladies there i didn’t know but we… Continue Reading →

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