I watched the last series of Game Of Thrones yesterday, I have held off because me and Terry loved that show and always watched  it together.

After I finished watching it I just broke down in tears and cried and cried. It was a real wave of grief.

Then I woke up this morning and the photo below was on my Facebook  memories page.  This was this day last year at my Danny’s.

So now the tears just keep coming, I am not even crying, tears just keep falling. I am so scared of the future I can’t imagine or know what I am going to do?

I can’t get my head around everything that as happened in the last nine months.