I know a lot of people will think I am talking a load of rubbish or think I am mad, and a year ago I would have thought the same.

But last night I woke up in the middle of the night being cuddled really tightly and it felt so real (I know it was probably a dream) I turned round and said is that you Terry and he said yes, I saw his face as clear as anything. Then he was gone.

It is just so strange when it happens, I will never be able to explain to anyone how that feels, it’s so real at the time.